whispers and screams

Everywhere, the door’s

slowly come unhinged.

From the floorboards to the ceiling

to the cracks in the trim.

This house which once wasn’t

where grasses were green,

looks less like a home

and more like a dream.

Was this what you envisioned,

when picking the plot?

The land that is dead,

or the bones that now rot.

Everywhere, the trees

weep upon doorsteps.

From the old to the new

are welcome mats unkept.

This dream which once was

where all things begin,

looks more like a nightmare

that never will end.

Was it worth it to build

what you’d one day destroy?

Where the ashes of men

are tilled with the soil.

For now, everywhere

are whispers and screams.

For now, everywhere

no one is home.

Life goes on, and so do we, even when it hurts.

Yesterday was my father’s birthday.

Another year no one made mention of it.

Even I had to be reminded by Facebook—

of a long post I wrote in 2020.

It still holds true, I guess.

Most of it, except, now that I have a wife and child of my own, I no longer think too hard on the past.

Life’s funny that way.

All those years of aimless wandering, I felt so lost and alone.

Now I have so many responsibilities that when I have a second to myself—reflecting on the happenings of the day—I thank God for my wife, and think of my son.

Who made us this way?

And why must we go through the things we do?

The truth is I don’t know. I don’t ask these questions anymore.

Life goes on, and so do we, even when it hurts.

So why am I telling you this?

Because it’s been two weeks since my father’s birthday, and

I thought someone else should know.