petty thieves

as my head grows tired

wicked thoughts persist

my handkerchief’s been stolen

by Oliver Twist, such grueling times

though we both know,

more gruel for the youngster

the farther he’ll go,

and what petty crimes

the slip of the tongue

but why dear boy, do you continue to run?

I’ve asked you first, now answer

me? It’s for my health, and body you see,

nobody likes a little cunt

nobody cares for the likes of us

so hand it over, my handkerchief? No

my boy, you’re not a thief,

I knew that then, like I know now

your common and good

as good allows,

what I request, you cannot see

it grows within both you and me

those wicked thoughts, hand them over

my head’s now clear, fine and sober

and promise this, all right you first?

no this is not me at my worst,

so why don’t I? well why don’t you?

it’s yours to keep, yes that will do,

you’re right, perhaps I couldn’t see

the horror that in my defeat

is pure of heart, is yours is mine

both petty thieves in our own time

Untitled for,

all

that

time

effort

energy

left

to

H

A

N

G

breathe

Get out of
bed

Untangle from
sheets

And
breathe

Each day
new

Another crack at
life

a repeating theme.

If I wasn’t me

what would I see?

Life’s laundry list, a repeating theme.

In times like these

things start to get clean,

it’s just all the other times,

that have left me soiled, but boy oh boy

that’s not the point of today.

Bare bones in the wash, dare tell what they say?

If what I see, is merely a shell

then I’ve got some listening to do

before hearing that ocean once more.

between the lines

If nothing else sticks

take solace in that,

life happens—and—you die,

between the lines

there’s simply time.

For what?

Bah! You tell me!

Besides,

I’ve got to get my watch fixed.

Writing.

Most of the time, it’s like

banging your head against a brick wall,

trying to knock some nugget of sense loose,

but other times it’s easier

like morphine, numb to the world — regardless —

while telling it exactly how you feel.

one day

It’s odd, how so much can happen in a day.

It’s sad and almost surreal, really.  You can spend so much time

waiting, and healing.  Then one day, it’s over.

Something that develops over time.

Neither one asks for it.

It’s something that develops over time.

Neither asks questions, either

when honesty is speaking.

your dying

Did you burn yourself out

like a flame wick under wax?

Or were you just here for the holiday?

Is that why you smelled vanilla?

I don’t have a match that’s long enough

to strike you from this far,

with another year upon us.

I just kind of smelled your dying.

Garbage

One man’s trash
is another man’s trouble

so pick up your trash man
unless the other man’s a trashman

and at least he gets paid
to deal with your garbage.