blue jay’s back

blue jay’s back, cloaked in sun

hopping from grass to concrete

his colors I lack, flutter from wings

they drift-float-and-pass all around me

as I turn my back, cloaked in shade

I can’t tell if he’s mocking or loves me

smart for a change.

I’m an idiot,

a great big idiot.

Aha!

Now with that out of the way,

who’s next?

I implore you,

let down your guard.

It’s actually quite satisfying,

being smart for a change.

Untitled for,

all

that

time

effort

energy

left

to

H

A

N

G

breathe

Get out of
bed

Untangle from
sheets

And
breathe

Each day
new

Another crack at
life

vague for vagueness sake

Is it vague for good reason,

or vague for lack of meaning?

It’s a struggle not to tell,

exactly what I’m dealing.

It’s more or less about

the act, that is perceiving.

It is vague for vagueness sake

for whatever needs believing.

the dark of day

Like an archer without aim
I’ve shot myself so many times
into the dark of day.

Like a horse’s leg gone lame
I’ve broken mine so many times
into the dark of day.

Like night and day the same
I’ve hid away so many times
into that dark of day.

Though a dear friend it became,
farewell the night
which lit the way
out of
the dark of day.

two sparrow

This morning, a sparrow

gnaws at my ear, his absence

is all that I see, while sunlight

casts shadows on tree limbs

I hear, nothing but sparrow clearly

while stillness, and calm

fly all through the air, impressions

a Renoir scene, two sparrow

take wing, like dancers I hear

them tip toe paint gracefully.

a repeating theme.

If I wasn’t me

what would I see?

Life’s laundry list, a repeating theme.

In times like these

things start to get clean,

it’s just all the other times,

that have left me soiled, but boy oh boy

that’s not the point of today.

Bare bones in the wash, dare tell what they say?

If what I see, is merely a shell

then I’ve got some listening to do

before hearing that ocean once more.

hawks, overhead

Little squirrels

selectively seeking

acorns, oak trees

perfection, little hunters

in the daylight, scrounging

to find, hold, and bury

any nourishment

granted, before those hawks

circling overhead

make their selection.

option C

Surely, this, isn’t, healthy

but the alternative just seems

so entirely soul crushing

that if this, is, so, unhealthy

than there surely must be

an option C: since A & B

are now, defunct.